This will probably be the last time I’ll be talking about him. Anyway, for the past few months I’ve been hiding my feelings inside a box. I didn’t want other people to know that after all this time, it’s still him. It would hurt my pride if I let them know. But anyway, to hell with my pride. I won’t make this post protected anymore. This time, I’ll let everyone know.

This is to someone you guys know. Ever since Intramurals’07 started, I’ve been starting to like a certain someone. I can’t state his name here since… it might cause a big mess or something. I wouldn’t want that now, would I? Anyway, ever since then, I saw him in a different light. Sure, before I only saw him as another someone. But I don’t know, my feelings keep toying with itself, I suddenly fell for some odd reasons. I can’t exactly say why I liked/loved him in the first place. At first, I thought he was kind, humble and stuff like that. But oh, I was so wrong. He’s the total opposite of that.

…In one school year, he made cry more than 20 times.

He’s just so dense. Not to mention cold. I don’t get him, I really don’t. I’m here in arms reach, but still, he couldn’t stop thinking about her. Yeah. I couldn’t compete with her since it’ll be a total loss for me if I did. She was everything I’m not. (not that I’m being emo or anything, I’m just stating facts) At that time, I felt very insecure. I kept wondering, what makes her that girl he desires? When infact she liked another guy, I tried to be there for him, I really did. I tried my best for him to appreciate me. Just appreciate. But everything… everything was thrown away.

I was so lost in him. I was so upset when he never liked me back. I wanted him to see right through me, but he never did. I was so upset to realize that he meant so much to me but I didn’t mean a single sh*t to him.

But you know what? Right now, I couldn’t care less.

I learned alot from him. ALOT. I learned to never make someone your everything, because when they leave, you’ll have nothing. I also learned that you should never love/like a guy who sees you as a nothing.

Thank you, I learned alot from you.

…And when the day comes that I actually start to matter to you, I’d probably be long gone by then. Just know that, at a moment in time, that’s exactly how I did.

So I’ve discovered a new anime show, and I don’t know how I discovered it. LOL, anyway, it’s boring and it has.. slight hentai on it. So I stopped watching. But anyway, what caught my attention on that anime is the uber hot main character, Kusaka Yuu. XD And also, they have one antagonist there named Sanada.

The thing that made me LOL is because in Prince of Tennis, there’s a character there that’s also named Sanada and is Sanada(Ayakashi)’s total opposite XD Want to see the difference? Alright.

SANADA(PoT):

See? He’s so freaking hot!

Now time for…

Sanada(Ayakashi):

O_______O

I LIKE SANADA(PoT) BETTER. XDDDD LOL.

NARUTO DIES
..in Shion’s fucking dream. xD

Too bad Akatsuki wasn’t there. I’m sure they’d make better antagonists than the one in the movie. Pfft. Anyway, the part where Yomi(not sure of the name. LOL) cut his stomach open was.. disturbing. Though no blood came out, still, it’s disturbing. xD Anyway.. why aren’t there any NaruHina scenes here? And I think this whole movie was somewhat focused on Shion, not Naruto. Wait, Naruto is still the main character, right? LOL XD Nothing, I just personally think that they focused it too much on Shion. And what the heck, NaruShio? NO WAY. It’s never gonna work out, no way. It’s impossible. Naruto is all Hinata’s. xD But I do think the NaruShio scenes there somewhat give us a hint on NaruHina. Why? Well, since Shion somewhat looks like Hinata. Right? Right? Right? XDD For me, that is. Oh anyway…

I’m happy that Temari was always beside Shikamaru in this movie. ^_^ Gaah, they’re so perfect together. (regardless of Temari’s age, THEY’RE STILL A PERFECT MATCH.) XD And I also feel bad that Jiraiya didn’t make an appearance there. D: I actually wanted a JiraTsu scene. D: Oh well.

And did I mention that THERE WERE SO MANY KAKAGAI MOMENTS THERE?! LOL! XD Like, they were always beside each other! OMG. XD In your face, Anko. LOLZ. 8D

Anyway, this movie also made me fall in love with Shikamaru, Neji and Lee! They were just so awesome there! XD Am I right or am I correct? LOL! 8D Lee was also so funny! I love the way that he’s so sweet to Gai! (he’s like his father or something. I LOVE IT. XD) I swear everytime Lee says Gai-sensei I would fangirl like there’s no tomorrow. 8D Not that I like GaiLee– Oh wait I do! XD Ahaha.

Just when I thought my fandom for Naruto was gradually slipping away, it comes back just like that. Bah, no matter how hard I try to kill my fandom for Naruto, I just can’t. -_-

Alright, so I should probably stop blabbering about Naruto and end this post right.. now. Ja ne~

Moshi moshi! ^w^ So I discovered WordPress through.. Jeanie and Mikage-san. xD Oh anyway, I know you’re probably wondering, why make an account here when you already have an account at Multiply? AND Livejournal. xD Well, it’s because I’m one bored person, my dear. ) XD Okay so anyway, expect me to rant about my everyday life here. Also, expect me to talk about my crappy fan fictions and also to fangirl over Anime. XD

Okay so, I want to talk about some Anime shows. BECAUSE I’M BORED AND I DON’T WANT TO FINISH MY FAN FIC. >8D

* Prince of Tennis.
~ Maa, I could just re-read this all over again. xD Anyway, they’re animating the Seigaku vs. Rikkai Dai already! OMG YAY! And so far, my all-time favorite episode here is Yakinuki. ) They were so out of character there, and did I mention Echizen for the first time made me all, DRKLG’;KASJLJSD XDD ahaha! Yeah. Anyway, I hope they make the subs for Yakinuki already. I can’t wait! XD

* Naruto.
~ Kinda getting old. But why won’t my fandom die? ) Anyway, the only reason why I love this anime is because.. SASORI IS THERE. And of course, my all-time favorite Het pairing: SHIKATEMA! XD Why yes, I am crazy over that couple. SO CRAZY. xD I’m currently working on a fic about them… But I’ll talk about that later.

* Death Note
~ HI L. ILY. BE MINE. HI KIRA. CAN I BE YOUR GODDESS? ILY. PLEASE PICK ME OVER MISA. xD Anyway, I salute this show for having such hot male characters. I mean, I COULD JUST DROOL OVER L ALL DAY. XD I can’t drool over Mello and Near since they’re already taken. (points at her friends. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE) XD Anyway, I like the concept very much!

* Jigoku Shoujo
~ IPPEN… SHINDEMIRU? >8D I love how they show the current problem of our society in a not-so boring way. XD I HOPE THEY MAKE A SEASON 3. D:

* Loveless
~ *coughyaoicough* HAHA XD OMG OMG OMG. MORE MORE MORE PLEASE. >8D

* D.Gray-Man
~ I LOVE YOU ALLEN WALKER, BE MINE. LOL! I love the concept, AND I ALSO WANT TO SEE ALLEN AND KANDA MAKE O— nevermind. XD

* Le Chevalier D’Eon
~ DAMN INCEST! INCEST! INCEST! INCEST! D: But ILY, Robin. Marry me. YES I AM A PEDO. 8D

* La Corda D’oro
~ THEY PAIRED UP THE MAIN CHARACTER WITH EVERYONE. INCLUDING FUYUMI (the girl. Not sure of the spelling. XD) I HATE IT. Oh but anyway, I guess the art is good, plus the dubbings and the… plot? :3

* Vampire Knight
~ I’m going to start on it later.

* Ouran
~ I’m too lazy to type out the whole LONG title. XD Anyway, THE PLOT IS SO CUTE. XD I loved every little bit of it. I’m currently re-watching this. HAHA.

* Bleach
~ Marry me, Ichigo.

* Yu-Gi-Oh
~ HI KAIBA. MARRY ME. LOL! XD

* Bokura Ga Ita
~ Too much romance is bad.

* Inu-Yasha
~ My heart still burns for you, Miroku-sama. HAHAHAHALOL. XD I used to be so addicted to this anime show. I was.. grade 6 back then. xD This is the first anime show I learned to appreciate, by the way. Then Naruto… then YGO… then *goes on and on. . .* XDD

* Slamdunk
~ Never fails to make me LOL. XD I don’t like the art that much, considering the fact that it’s already old. But still, it’s good. (:

* Gundam Seed Destiny
~ NEVER FINISHED IT, NEVER WILL. NEVER. NEVER. Hi Arthrun. xD

* Peacemaker
~ OMG WHAT WAS THE WHOLE STORY ALL ABOUT AGAIN? What? I was still in 6th grade when I watched this XD AND I NEVER FINISHED IT.

* Ayakashi
~ I LOVE YOU KUSAKA-SAMA! *w*

Okay so.. They aren’t that much. I wanna finish everything as much as possible. But I’m too lazy to. xD LOL. Anyway, now let’s go to the non-anime category.. XD

* One Tree Hill
~ WHY DID LUCAS SAY I HATE YOU TO PEYTON?! OMG IS THIS THE END OF LEYTON?! NO WAY! NOOOO! NO. NO. NO. NOOO. D: I’m still loving Naley. XD

* Gossip Girl
~ HI CHUCK BASS. (insert hearts here) XDD

* American Idol
~ OMG COOKIE WON. HAHAHAHA. ILY.

* The OC
~ NEVER finished it. BORING. (for me. please don’t hit me)

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Alright so.. I guess that’s all. XDDD I AM SORRY IF THIS POST IS GOOD FOR NOTHING. xD What? I couldn’t think of any other thing to post about. Oh well. xD Anyway, have you guys seen the Guitar Hero commercial featuring David Cook and David Archuleta? OMG! ) So CUTE! XD

Okay that’s all. Bye. XD